Hello! Brand new to the magic scene-- long time fan, just now at 32 deciding I want to learn about as many of my interests as possible. I grew up fascinated by wizards and the true potential of the human mind. Everything dealing with magic transfixed me, whether it was "real" or "illusory" (I use quotes because, what is real?)
So, here's the catch(es): I have a genetic disorder called Marfan Syndrome. To spare you a little research time, it means my connective tissue is weak (eyes, cartilidge, even affecting my reflexes). I am BLOWN AWAY by escapists, coin and card tricksters, all of it, but realistically, I will never be even half as good as your average hobby magician in this regard. I am absolutely able and willing to put in the time and effort to understand and perform to the best of my ability.
Second catch is that, like many in these times, income is an issue. As an academic at heart, I really try to shy away from Wikipedia and YouTube, so... here I am!
I have a particular interest in understanding and approaching mentalism; I can give three reasons why (I don't promise they're good reasons, mind you):
1) From a very young age, I was always very good at lying, covering my lies, and reading other people. (One might also argue these are what make a sociopath. Fair enough.)
2) I cannot stress this enough: I LOVE TO LEARN. Life, magic, all the new experiences that are happening in this exact moment... I still maintain a childlike wonder for the world that I never want to lose. Understanding magic wouldn't dampen this for me; it would actively excite and inspire me.
3) I consider myself an intellectual, an optimist, and a perfectionist. As I said, I can and will put in the time and effort, I would just like someone to take pity on a newbie and help me with the ropes. Thank you, ladies and gentlemen.
So, here's the catch(es): I have a genetic disorder called Marfan Syndrome. To spare you a little research time, it means my connective tissue is weak (eyes, cartilidge, even affecting my reflexes). I am BLOWN AWAY by escapists, coin and card tricksters, all of it, but realistically, I will never be even half as good as your average hobby magician in this regard. I am absolutely able and willing to put in the time and effort to understand and perform to the best of my ability.
Second catch is that, like many in these times, income is an issue. As an academic at heart, I really try to shy away from Wikipedia and YouTube, so... here I am!
I have a particular interest in understanding and approaching mentalism; I can give three reasons why (I don't promise they're good reasons, mind you):
1) From a very young age, I was always very good at lying, covering my lies, and reading other people. (One might also argue these are what make a sociopath. Fair enough.)
2) I cannot stress this enough: I LOVE TO LEARN. Life, magic, all the new experiences that are happening in this exact moment... I still maintain a childlike wonder for the world that I never want to lose. Understanding magic wouldn't dampen this for me; it would actively excite and inspire me.
3) I consider myself an intellectual, an optimist, and a perfectionist. As I said, I can and will put in the time and effort, I would just like someone to take pity on a newbie and help me with the ropes. Thank you, ladies and gentlemen.