If you are not having fun with your magic then there is something wrong with your performance or your entire presentation and magic in general. I would like to say that there is a quick fix to this, but there isn't. What you need is some time to think about what you want to do with your flourishing/magic.
You have to realize that flourishing IS HARD. I never really got the knack for it and have therefore stopped it. I am still incredibly into magic but flourishing is a different story. Flourishing takes practice, Dan and Dave, Daniel Madison, and others will say the exact same thing. They didn't just learn their flourishes overnight. It took them very long times to learn what they now teach all of us.
Don't get discouraged, and think about what you want out of your flourishing/magic.
Mitchell