To start, a story:
28 February 2008
I told a kid who I worked with over the summer that I'd do a trick for his table sometime this week. I've been working on Panic for about tow-two and a half weeks and thought maybe I'd show it to them. I walked into the lunch room today and an uneasy tension biult up in my body. I didn't know why. I had performed for most of these guys before, what was it? I got my lunch and told them to call me over when they were assembled. I washed my hands in the bathroom to get the stickiness off, and returned to my seat.
"come on over." the words echoed in my head as i stood up turned around and headed for the Senior boy table at the other end of the aisle. My heart beat faster, then suddenly it slowed. "Now guys, If I'm gonna do this trick-it's gonna be good. It's gonna be quick, it's gonna be amazing" I didn't know what I was saying, I jsut wanted to get them ready. "here look. Four kings." i started into Panic. My nerves were back to normal, the performance was just like the mirror had seen the dozens of time before. Screams followed. When the table screamed, cure words flew, kids started appluading, chaos errupted as 8 minds(and egos) were torn to shreds.
I said thanks a lot, retured to my seat and ate lunch. My friend were in awe too. Practically everyone who watched it was. As i ate, four. Count it one, tow three FOUR people came up to me. "Can you do a trick for my table now?" "I swear there's five girls who want you to do a trick" "Do that one i saw in spanish freshman year with the sharpie" "how did you do that?"
To say the least, I was saved BIG time by Panic. When I was in a Panic, I was able to ease the nerves, and hit it big. So now whay did I write this? Well the next step. I differed the other requests until tomorrow, for I was not ready to do much else(and I wanted to eat!). So tomorrow, I show them tricks, great then what? Well here's my problem/question/discussion topic: how do you keep magic as something you do for the the enjoyment and not for personal gain.
I realize magic, to some is life-the bills get paid by it. But me, I'm a junior in high school, I've done a few shows at work for our big Pool day, I've done tricks in classes since 7th grade and I'll be in the talent show. I'm not a big shot magician like some, yet I am a magician who can entertain and let people enjoy it. So where's the fine line of using magic to enjoy and using magic for personal gain. My problems may arise in the future performances. Also, how do you say no to requested tricks. Furthermore, how do you control the rumors? I know that sounds silly. But last year I did a cheesy balducci levitation in spanish. One kid saw it, said something to someone else, who said something different to someone else, who in turn asked me to repeat my feat of levitating across the room. Rediculous. But already I've been asked an additional 3 times to show my "squeezer trick" Where to go from here.
Any comments/replies to this would be greatly appreciated.
28 February 2008
I told a kid who I worked with over the summer that I'd do a trick for his table sometime this week. I've been working on Panic for about tow-two and a half weeks and thought maybe I'd show it to them. I walked into the lunch room today and an uneasy tension biult up in my body. I didn't know why. I had performed for most of these guys before, what was it? I got my lunch and told them to call me over when they were assembled. I washed my hands in the bathroom to get the stickiness off, and returned to my seat.
"come on over." the words echoed in my head as i stood up turned around and headed for the Senior boy table at the other end of the aisle. My heart beat faster, then suddenly it slowed. "Now guys, If I'm gonna do this trick-it's gonna be good. It's gonna be quick, it's gonna be amazing" I didn't know what I was saying, I jsut wanted to get them ready. "here look. Four kings." i started into Panic. My nerves were back to normal, the performance was just like the mirror had seen the dozens of time before. Screams followed. When the table screamed, cure words flew, kids started appluading, chaos errupted as 8 minds(and egos) were torn to shreds.
I said thanks a lot, retured to my seat and ate lunch. My friend were in awe too. Practically everyone who watched it was. As i ate, four. Count it one, tow three FOUR people came up to me. "Can you do a trick for my table now?" "I swear there's five girls who want you to do a trick" "Do that one i saw in spanish freshman year with the sharpie" "how did you do that?"
To say the least, I was saved BIG time by Panic. When I was in a Panic, I was able to ease the nerves, and hit it big. So now whay did I write this? Well the next step. I differed the other requests until tomorrow, for I was not ready to do much else(and I wanted to eat!). So tomorrow, I show them tricks, great then what? Well here's my problem/question/discussion topic: how do you keep magic as something you do for the the enjoyment and not for personal gain.
I realize magic, to some is life-the bills get paid by it. But me, I'm a junior in high school, I've done a few shows at work for our big Pool day, I've done tricks in classes since 7th grade and I'll be in the talent show. I'm not a big shot magician like some, yet I am a magician who can entertain and let people enjoy it. So where's the fine line of using magic to enjoy and using magic for personal gain. My problems may arise in the future performances. Also, how do you say no to requested tricks. Furthermore, how do you control the rumors? I know that sounds silly. But last year I did a cheesy balducci levitation in spanish. One kid saw it, said something to someone else, who said something different to someone else, who in turn asked me to repeat my feat of levitating across the room. Rediculous. But already I've been asked an additional 3 times to show my "squeezer trick" Where to go from here.
Any comments/replies to this would be greatly appreciated.