And another thing that sucks is my mom is almost totaly insesitive to this. I tell her almost everything last night and she's being nice and stuff and whatever. Today she's like whatever i dont care if your sad or mad or depressed. I don't want to go play 3 soccer games and spend 6 hours at the soccer field today. Who would after this? I want to talk to her and get this all figured out. I'm depressed, and feel like (excuse my language) s***, my stomach hurts, my head hurts, i'll admit i cried last night a lot. How am I supposed to go through 6 hours of soccer like this? I got 3 hours of sleep, im exhausted from wasting my energy being mad and crying (i hate saying i cryed). She thinks it's my one chance to show the coach i'm good. At this point.. I DON'T GIVE A CRAP WHAT HE THINKS, he's a horrible person anyways and he decided varsity and JV by putting all the juniors and seniors on varsity and all the sophmore and freshman on JV. I happen to be a sophmore. There are a few us on JV that are way better than half the Varsity team. That's a whole other problem though.
K well I had to get that out.
Thanks again to everyone and giving me some support.
Sincerly,
Spencer.