I am going to get serious about practicing magic. I'm going to practice for an hour a day, with all my best tricks, every day this week. Some kid came up to me today and was talking about magic and how T11 sucks :O and I had to face the fact that he was a better magician than me, so I was unable to stand up to him, even though I know more basic theory of magic, he had one trick that he had practiced quite well (and which I commend him for), so he stole the spotlight even though people figured out all his other tricks. He also sucked at patter and connecting with an audience. I don't ever want to be in a situation where someone can ridicule any magician/magic store that I like without me being able to say "well, here's something he (she, they) sell, and blow them away. It's not the pride factor per se, but I want to truly mystify people with magic, and lately I've only been pleasing myself. When you think about it, magic is actually pretty unselfish.